i don’t know why but it’s always around finals time that i start to get fed up with everything and everyone and people irk me and fail to do what they’re supposed to and finals are coming up and being a bitch and blahblahblah. always happens.
- A man: I want happiness.
- Buddha: First remove "I", that's ego, then remove "want", that's desire. See? Now you are left with happiness.
if you owned a company it would go bankrupt very quickly because you do not know how to mind your own business
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(Source: mechanicalanimall)
my roommate was going through my itunes and saw that one of my covers was on it and tried to play it but i stopped her. because i get embarrassed when people listen to my covers in person. and singing in front of people in general. i’d rather just record it by myself and post it online and have that be that.
BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT I HAVE NOTHING TO BE EMBARRASSED ABOUT.
i went through garageband and listened to all of my covers and I’M NOT THAT BAD. IN SOME OF THEM I ACTUALLY SOUND REALLY GOOD. and there’s no reason to feel how i’ve felt.
and now i feel like some lesser version of beyonce and i want to be better and sound better, even though singing and playing guitar are just hobbies that i really enjoy.
SO WHEN I GET BACK HOME THIS SUMMER FROM AFRICA I WILL:
- buy a new guitar/buy new strings for my current one
- learn more songs
- record videos. i have a fucking youtube channel. never post videos. why the fuck not?
- post them.
- not be embarrassed anymore. if people like it, they like it, if not, they don’t like it. that’s that.
